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[Jan. 30th, 2009|06:18 am] |
everyone is paired off and i feel lonely. i woke up feeling heartbroken. i have a vivid picture of him in my mind. i hate ppl treatin me like dirt. u cant be jealous untill u meet me. it keeps me thinking how much u love me and how much i love you. ur the one with problems u come to me. i must challenge myself to that next time. apart from the fact it doesnt feel right it just doesnt feel right!. i just want to hear your voice telling me that you love me. i was blackout drunk again. i dnt remember a thing. i dunno how i got home. i never went with any1 that im ded sure of. i cant help being irresistable. ye cant miss what you dont have. u wudnt kno who it is. no surprise.
u can have me u jst gotta come too me or u cant. think of it tho as like a guitar string thats pure old, really worn down and on the verge of going Ping and snapping everytime u give me an excuse to ditching me. saying it lots aint gonna fix it. im just not waiting around till you decide your better. im not lettin a guy rule my life.
there is lots of guys would be quite happy to have me. i cant believe wht u said to me. pretty much i can do what i want fuck you. just like you i dont want anyone else to have you. so hangin out with yer ex that you were inlove with isnt a big deal?. if u dont wanna try and work it out ill jst have to leave it. it will eat away at me forever.
it breaks my heart everytime you tell me you love me this isnt all about you remember, I had to break up with you. make it go away so i can have my beautiful boy again. i dont know why but you wont get close to me. i jst wish i could pick you up and shake you. jst help me understand. |
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| alright folk |
[Jan. 26th, 2009|05:19 am] |
who even uses this anymore?? so hey |
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